is it bad that I like my self harm scars?? Like the way the look??

That’s an interesting question!

I feel like when it comes to self-harm there are a lot of layers to unpack and it’s not just one simple thing. There are so many different forms of self-harm from cutting to burning yourself. It’s not just that; people self-harm for all sorts of reasons and I think one of the biggest misconceptions is that people harm themselves with suicidal intent. Self-harm can be a way of dealing with highly distressing situations or to express the emotions that you can’t bear to deal with in the moment and can lead to the prevention of suicide as well (though there are other healthier ways). So back to our question: maybe the “bad” is an over-generalization. The answer to your question could change depending on whether or not you still self-harm, how you self-harm, why you like your scars and so much more.

Reasons that could make liking your self-harm scars bad could include:

-> Romanticizing your self-harm scars and glorifying them

-> Encouraging yourself to add to your scars by escalating the type or amount of self-harm

Reasons that could make liking your self-harm scars ok could include:

-> Seeing them as a sign of growth and improvement from a certain struggle (like battle scars)

-> Viewing them as a reminder to break the habit of cutting

Self-harm is a multi-faceted topic. A lot of people who don’t self-harm can’t see why the person they love would do such a thing and sometimes their reactions to hearing about it can be damaging to the person who is struggling. There is a huge stigma against hurting yourself because self-preservation is a natural human instinct and the idea of hurting yourself goes against that idea. It’s also true that self-harm is a controlled way of feeling pain that allows you to cope short-term with uncontrollable emotions. It’s not the healthiest way of dealing with things because it often does not get to the root of the problem, but it’s not easy to just quit. You don’t expect a smoker to immediately stop smoking when someone tells them that they could be at risk for lung cancer. In this way, the struggle with self-harm is equally valid. If you thinking about self-harming, it can be good to keep three things in mind:

Why am I doing this: is there something else I can do instead or someone I can talk to?

Can I do this safely without ending up in the hospital?

Is there immediate help if it gets too far?

Hopefully that answers your question! If you ever need someone to talk to feel free to contact us through chat, SMS (587-333-2724), phone call ( 403-264-8336 ), or email. For more information on dealing with self-harm health wise, you can call 811. For immediate assistance call 911. Lastly, here’s a question for yourself: what do your self-harm scars mean to you and is it healthy?

 

Best,

 

ConnecTeen Volunteer